I have abandoned all my work plans for this morning: I’m hurting too much.
It’s hard enough admitting one’s failings to one’s self but having a loved one catalogue these failings and say that it isn’t personal is more than I am able to cope with. Being blamed, through my failings, for all the ills of our family is more than I am able to cope with.
I have known for years that my love was not reciprocated and that has never bothered me but, perhaps I’m a sensitive wee soul, these one-sided “sessions” just wipe me out.
This is probably another of my failings, as yet uncatalogued: I need a time out.
But what if this person is right?
I am hurting!!!
UPDATE@15.40 Am on an even keel now!