Regular visitors will have noticed, I’m sure, that my blog has been sparse recently: short and (not very) cryptic posts, little of substance, filling space because space was there.
As has happened several times before during my blogging life, I’m struggling with life. Sitting at the pc is my escape, sitting doing little at my pc, sitting letting time drift by, just sitting watching my stats …. obsessively, waiting for the next visitor - who is visiting? what will they read? will they leave a comment?, and the next and next.
This is no way to live. The detail is unimportant to those outside but I must change …. somehow. I must move with real life.
I’ll let the blog limp on for a week or so but I suspect that I’ll need to cut it to remove one aspect of my escape. I want to but I don’t.